soemtimes i really wonder why other people can lead such a happy life but i can't.i really dun understand at all and why must all the sad things befall me.its really killing me u know.and yes i had a good talk with yu long today and i finally found some answers i really want to know. why must the the ending be as such???why must there be sacrificial why why why???somethimes i really wonder and there are many things left unanswered.i know i have to face the reality but its just too difficult for me. having been through for so long. sometimes i feel my self waiting patiently sometimes i couldnt control myself and i broke down when are all these coming to an end???am i really happy now??with the life i am leading???i really doubt so...its all about me...
scars left behind..taking time to heal...its always time that is fooling around with me...can i turn back time??
how i wished!!!!=(